Happy New Year, everyone! I hope you all had a relaxing break, and are ready to start the year off strong. A lot has happened in 2021 and during the break I took in the second half of the year, but I’m prepared to actually change my life.
I’ve realized that there’s something holding me back… something that I’ve wanted to make for a long time, and I hope that I can share that with you soon. There are just many things that haven’t really been put together still, such as rigid discipline, consistency, a decent sleep schedule, motivation, and a lack of love for myself that are preventing me from working on what I love. I feel like I’ve had the same problem for years, but am not willing to do anything about it long-term. I just didn’t care, especially last year. Throughout university, it’s just been a sinusoidal trend of wanting to change for the better and not giving a shit. This desperately needs to go away.
I’m going to push as much as I can this year and fight the battle against myself. I’ll keep you all posted, as I plan to return on the internet.
Thanks for reading, and I wish you the best with your struggles and goals.